just a little weird...

I know my love has had this friend for, well, to my knowledge, a good portion of her life (a lot longer than I've known my love), and as my love puts it, she's her twin. Well, I understand all of that, but... I guess... I get uneasy when I read my love's blog and she talks about her friend the same way she talks about me. it's probably just a stupid thing for me, I should get over it, and I'm doing pretty well at it, but it still bugs me, and I know my love will never leave me. There is another part to it though, the friend is having a baby soon, and my love really wants to have a child (I want one too), so I guess it's that internal clock thing (I don't seem to have one) and... it kinda seems like... well, I dunno, her wanting a child isn't all that bad, it's just the way she talks about her friend, I know I complain far too much, but well... there it is.