Little Glass Hearts and a Crystal Rose

I rant, I rave, I beg for money, and everything inbetween. I'm in college, but not ready to face the world, fuck this shit, I'm shootin' photos.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

I...

I shave my armpits,
I shave my legs,
I trim my pubic hair,
I want to wax my body, EVERYWHERE (minus pubic hair).
I want to carry a purse,
I want to wear bright colours,
I want to wear tight pants and tops,
I want to pierce my ears, my nose, and my navel,
I want to get a tattoo (nothing big, something small and simple).
I love anal sex,
I play with sex toys for self pleasure,
I play with sex toys with my lover,
I play video games,
I play with computers,
And why not?

There are so many things out there that are "taboo" and I just want to hit people over that, I mean, why shouldn't I wax my body hair? it makes me feel cleaner, more effeminate, and I look better when I do that, not so much an ape. I don't see why I shouldn't carry a purse, they provide more room to carry things, and they can look fashionable while doing it, unlike a "fanny pack" bleh. I LOVE to wear bright colours, they make me stand out, and I feel good about the colours, they make me FEEL happy, bright, and cheery. I want tight clothes because I have a figure I want to flaunt, I need to exercise a bit to make sure I don't lose it, but too much and then I'll show muscles, I don't want that, I just want simple, smooth, and lithe, and clothes to show it. I want to share all the same piercings as my lover, and it opens more options for accessorizing, plus they just look fucking cool (who doesn't want a diamond nose stud on their wedding day?). I want a tattoo... well... because a small, rebellious part of me that I've never come to terms with wants one, I want it to have it, and I want it to show my lover that I'm NOT afraid of them. Anal sex is an extremely taboo subject in polite society, but very prevalent in porn, and why's that? cause it feels fucking good, especially to be stimulated sexually and anally at the same time, it can take you above and beyond what you thought possible, so why keep it taboo, at least try before you say it's horrible, my love can attest to that. I love and use, AND SUPPORT, sex toys for ANYONE over 13-14, because they're fun and safe, and they help kids learn about their bodies in safe and controllable ways – no guy deciding to go ahead and shoot a load in your daughter, just a little buzzing bead against her crotch, how cool is that? Sex toys are also great for relationships, when you're apart, you can entertain yourselves, and keep your bodies active and healthy, when you're together, sex is about ultimate pleasure with your lover, and while some people don't ever try, or need it, it's fun to try new things. Video games... they entertain to no end, and they DON'T make people go on rampages, that's a media lie, research it, I've ranted about that too many times. And I love electronics, anything that uses electricity to function, it fascinates me to no end.

There are the downsides to these though. Hair not so much, but if a person become obsessive – Bad. Clothes, there is ridicule, and if you can't take it in some cases, then you should wait till things smooth out, then try again. Anal sex you really have to be careful with, because there are a lot of things that can hurt you, going too fast, going too deep, and some of the bacteria in there, so you HAVE to be careful – condom first time, always a good idea, whether anal or normal. Piercings, lots of places that SHOULDN'T be pierced – nipples, penis, scrotum, clit, labia – they don't make you look sexy, trust me. Tattoos, they can look good, they can make some people look incredible, but they also cover up your skin, permanently. Tattoo in moderation, don't take it too far, because one of the most beautiful aspects of the human body is the skin, don't forsake it and ditch the original paint job. Sex toys, lots of problems with kids wanting to do the real thing, so just make sure that they're informed about things, so they understand what they're doing, and just try to keep tabs on them, so they don't become obsessed, and in relationships, there aren't any toys that can replace a guy, unless he REALLY REALLY sucks, cause there's nothing like a real guy. Video games, again, go do some research, it's fun and informative. Electronics, I can't count the number of times I've almost electrocuted myself, or cut myself, or come in contact with something that's possibly toxic, be careful.

And that's all part of me, and I love what's part of me, I love everything that makes me me, no matter what everyone else thinks.

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