Fireworks

Got up at 11:20 am. Played games with my brother till 3:50 pm. Played more games on my own till 6:15 pm. Got ready for the fireworks and stuff, then went and picked up A and K. 7:00 pm found a place out in the desert where we could easily see the fireworks show at the airport. That's where my normal day stopped... and just... wow... it's terribly sad that this can't last... what I wouldn't give for it to last... for the first hour or so we just talked, and of course there was hinting at what we wanted to do to each other, but none of us had the guts to actually try anything. Then what finally started as a few kisses slowly, gently, but steadily progressed into something far more... personal. I wanted to go so much further with them, but I am so terrified of just using them, or making them both uncomfortable. They're both so wonderful, they're funny, and I love hanging out with them... I don't want to go back to school and have to leave them, but life will progress, so I hope the three of us will share this enjoyment for the rest of the summer and then I hope they find their people, or at least someone to keep them happy. I would never expect them to sit and wait for me to come back every summer, that'd just be cruel on my part... Anyways, I've completely lost all coherent thought, so I must go sleepy.