Could I have been more wrong?

It's taken me a while, but I think I finally figured out what it is about K and A that attracts me to them, and it's not that they are individually imperfect, no, on the contrary, they are so much fun to be with individually that I get lost in it all. But when I'm with both of them, it's like being wrapped up in a big cozy coat on a cold winter day, that feeling of absolute happiness. I feel it every time I see them smile, the little sparkle in their eyes that shows up just before they explode into laughter, and it's never just a little giggle, they always laugh out loud... something I forgot how to do a long time ago... And of course the way I write makes it sound like everything is peachy keen, that would be extremely contrary to reality. My classic issue of talking before I think has become a major problem, and through that issue, I have made A feel like all she ever is is a bitch, and K feels overweight. and it makes me feel horrible because I don't think that of either of them. It didn't help that we were together for five days straight on a trip this last weekend, and the resulting fights were not pleasant, and as a result, both K and A went home angry with me. Heh, to top it off, K talked with one of her friends and that friend told her that the analysis of what I said is that I think K is fat and A is a bitch... I... HATE... misinterpretation... I HATE hints, I HATE not being told what people think of me, especially when it's people like K and A, whom I love, that aren't telling me. I also hate it when people treat me like I'm stupid for not picking up on shit, but I've never been good at that. On an upside, pictures from the trip came out beautiful (sidenote: foot-bras look uncomfortable). Back to what I was talking about initially, I really love spending time with K and A individually, they're both so much fun to hang out with, they're creative, happy (most of the time XD), and caring, and when they're together, it just makes everything better, admittedly less personal, but still fun.


meh... I forgot my deodorant today...