Forever

A word that for a while now, I've truly hated. Why? Because it had been told to me so many times... and it never lasted... It's as if that one string of hope that can hold two people together was being dangled in front of me, it was my lifeline, and instead of letting me have it, it was jerked away from just out of my reach right at the last moment...

Then there's this one...

She elicits feelings that I never knew I could have... Feelings I didn't think were possible... Feelings that are so strong... that just the thought of her brings tears to my eyes...

I'm so happy that I could just scream for joy... I could cry for hours because of the pure bliss I'm in...

I remember what it was like with the girl that I spent three years of my life with... how happy I was in the beginning, and how it slowly tapered off...
This time though...
Something's different...
I just... I think this time I have a good grip on that lifeline this time around, and the person holding the other end is working just as hard as I to pull us together...

Forever...