Waking up's a bitch

Most definitely.

Got up at 10am again. Called her, and as usual, she was distracted by her friends (who as usual were probably throwing her around or something, they have a tendency to do that since she's small). Now... breakfast is... a pepsi... I fuckin hate that this place never has any food...

I gotta get a job and get my own place.

Out of the blue my ex-girlfriend called me, just to chat. She does that periodically, and it's always at completely random times. She just wanted to chat about the current goings-on in her life. Sometimes I wonder if she's just looking for someone to confirm that she's doing the right thing, or someone to... I dunno... It's still nice to hear from her occasionally.

On Sunday my friend from Irvine, who models occasionally for my photography, came up with a friend around midnight because of the fires (they could see one from their school). So they spent monday here, and we all played Heroscape (awesome game, and amazingly, we turned a strategy game into a bunch of innuendoes) until like... well... I stopped playing around midnight, and we'd already been playing since 4pm. They left yesterday to head back for classes, which made for a very boring day for me yesterday, thank god my class today is in the middle of the day, cause I'm so going to a movie after that, I need the escape.

I'm heading up home next week, just for a weekend, but I get to spend my first halloween in two fucking years with my friends, family, and most importantly, my love. It'll be a good weekend, no matter what.

Why's it going to be a good weekend? Because something is different with her... I've never been so... I can't describe it right now... but the moment my arms are around her, everything will be perfect again.